Dumped.

Twice in 2 months. I am a fucking rockstar. And! He did it via a letter. After hanging out with me and 4 of my closest friends last night.

Yay! 29!

What a great birthday!

I babysat for my favorite guy, Em. He was an ANGEL. We had yummy lunch and dinner picnic is 80 degree weather. H&B brought me pizza and cake.

Best present of all? My uti is all but gone! WEEEE!

Movies and Such

I lonnnng to see this movie. And this one too, of course.

I'm missing my fav movie. I've lent it out. Bah! Silly Jamie. Never do that again! I'm forced to watch parts on utube. Bah!

Off to bed. Early morning tomorrow with Em.

Games People Play

The boy gave me bath towels for my birthday. I commented on how lovely his were the first time I was at his house and he gave me the exact same kind, but in yellow (match my room and the towels I have already). It was thoughtful and showed that he pays attention.

And then the boy really pissed me off tonight. After a great day (he met B and Em! We played tennis! Hurray Brookside Gardens!), he left after a power struggle. It wasn't that we were mad at each other, but it seemed as though he left early because he didn't get his way. Is this really a relationship? Who has the Upper Hand and who has control over the other? Ick. No se bueno. I don't wanna relationship like that. I'm at a loss. I am really starting to like this person and I can see him in my future. Or maybe I am just analyzing too much. Nah! Like I would do that. Heh.

I like the towels a lot. I like the boy a lot. Can I get it through his head that no one wins when we both lose?

Woo 29.

Hmm. 2am on Saturday night. A beer and a vodka pineapple are swimming around in my belly along with pizza and s'mores pptarts. What could be on my mind? Other than the crazy dreams I am about to have??

Boys boys boys. Little boys that make me laugh and that I want my own little boys to be just as cool as. Big boys that also make me laugh and that I dare to want to have little boys with.

I was looking at old pictures tonight, mostly high school prom pics. Just reminiscing about nice boys and old friends that I miss and times that may have meant more to me if I actually knew then what I know now. How cliche.

I've asked the boy (my boyfriend. huh. sounds kinda weird) to come have dinner/drinks with 7 of my favorite people from the restaurant. My most favorite regulars would like to have a small gathering of Birthday goodness on Friday for 3 of us March/April babies. Introducing the boy to this bunch is a little scary, but I adore them, I like him and I want the two to merge. MERGE DAMN IT!

I'm turning 29 on Tuesday. No new grey hairs, but I did hurt my back last week getting something out of the fridge for Em. After all the crap I do to torture my back (I do the best wheel EVER), I hurt it by BENDING OVER to take something out of the second shelf in the fridge??!?!? Oh. And I think I have a uti to boot. Woo 29. Woo. Woo.

something's happened

Someone has popped into my life. I've only known him a week, but he makes me really happy and reallllllly scared to fall for him. I let him pay for my dinner and I drove to VIRGINIA to see him. TWICE. I'm allergic to Va, just in case you didn't know and I got lost both times I went. (I hate Virginia with a passion).

More on that later, maybe.

I wasn't able to get corned beef and cabbage today (as I do every St Paddy's Day). My heart is broken. Thank God there's an irish pub near work that always has cb and cabbage.

Time for bed! Going to go on a breakfast date with my lovely friend, Alissa!

Give a little bit

Hurray Food for Friends! I got to go eat at one of my forgotten favorite restaurants and felt good about spending money. I need to give a little more in my life.

I was able to babysit a cute kid on Wednesday. He'll be curing my Monday/Wednesday afternoon boredom for a while. He is incredibly easy to take care of (4 months old, takes him 2 minutes to go to sleep). You know I adore my Em so very much. But 2 minutes? Whoa. Not hardly.

The 4 month old has a musical turtle on his crib that plays one of my favorite Beethoven pieces: Piano Sonata No.8 (Pathetique): 2. Adagio cantabile. It's a sign! (That his mom wants him to be smart).

I received confirmation of brush off. I was a little sad, mostly because of the lack of honesty from him until he was cornered. Whatever. I'm back on match, winking away, talking to guys that know about Barstow and make me crack up hysterically almost every email. There's definitely a pattern to my moods with men. In the beginning of the "oooh he's attractive, I could date him" phase, I listen to The Cars "You Might Think" over and over and over again, especially the line: "But i think that you're wild, When you flash that fragile smile". The next week I might be singing Ani Difranco's Untouchable face, but oh how I love that beginning phase. I hope I'm not finding that I want to serial date again. I don't think I have the energy. I turn 29 this month, you know.

Biggie has been dead for 10 years tomorrow. He was a huge part of my late teens and early twenties. What would have become of him if he had lived? I guess you can ask that question of everyone that dies young.

Wow. Biggie, The Cars, and Beethoven in one post.

Shrek 3

I liked Shrek and Shrek 2. But these four ladies will be the reason why I see Shrek 3:

Amy Sedaris
Voice of Cinderella
Amy Poehler
Voice of Snow White
Maya Rudolph
Voice of Rapunzel
Cheri Oteri
Voice of Sleeping Beauty

All I need is Molly Shannon and Tina Fey. Oh, and a return of the lovely Jennifer Saunders. Sweeeeeetie!!!!

My life would be complete. Except for the BSN thing. Yeah, I guess I need that too.